Belxullyn

Wow...over 4000 new messages O_o ...
*start clicking* quite a mess since i've been around

Well kinda,

first ! hello everyone ! ^_^ had been gone for more then a few months :/
sorry for all those unanswered replies.. also had to check and delete over 500 mesages XD

Some of you had really nice artworks to show happy to know that P2P is still running. But again.. how could it not XD

well i'll be more around this week to check everything back on deviantart like i was doing before

hugs you all

well.. in every way possible.. i could'nt.
Su~re i can shut Path to Power off.
But that don't mean i'm going to throw my deviant art account away XD

But i must say my creativity sure took a hard hit :/
i had lots of friends to use for caracters. Now .. well..
i don't really know.. i think i'm just writting this message to say that
my deviant account is'nt dead.. BUT might take a while before i use it too.

^_^;

On another note.. i got so much free time now that its almost scary :S
i guess i really was too much on that forum game..
(friends sure told me countless of times)

*sigh* ^o^ i'm hopeless.

I sorry everyone.. i'm out of P2P...for some days.. or weeks..
i don't know.. people have been reacting so badly ...even when i truly tryed so much to explain everything..

I know some understood even knowing i had a part in this whole mess. I don't want a total absolution over this.. i understand the matters but blaming moi of....of. such words i heard...

made my heart shatter in pieces..

i always worked very hard for our clan back on P2P... never doubt it..
thinking things through.... making family talk.. asking everyone's opinions... and even rejecting my own for my clan's sake..even if i knew it was madness , i higly respected what i first said on this job.

That i would listen to my people first.
i will go on P2P only on wednesday and friday...to check on page..
post a pm about the action.. and then leave.. no more skype.. no more forum posts.. and no looking at the shout box.. i don't wanna..

What i got to say about that... is that sometime people behind a keyboard seems to forget that the person they're arguing with...

is a person with a heart...and this person can get hurt by words if
not well expressed..

Don't ask for names.. i won't reveal any.. i just want you people to
consider things.. human things...even in a drow world.. we're still
all humans and make mistakes.. and this is a game wich we all play
together..

i like you all that's why i leave for some days..
its to come back in a better state....  -.-

I made it !

i was able to finish the chibi project like i said i would !
So each one of you who thought i would give up

here's for you : *pull her tongue*

*ahem*
We even got a new faction system ! my family got 13 members, WAH @_@
Skype and all is getting pretty lively and its very fun ^______^

Anyway ^_^ things are going quite fine. Anyone tryed Muramasa on wii ? you should...very
VERY impressive graphics o_O helps with creativity
those were the happy news ^^

Now on the bad ones.
I never believed that i could get this much pissed at people this week. Lots of major mistakes at my RL work.. people i may need to even fire since i got to make reports. anyway.. not pretty sight. Add on top that i tryed so hard to get this Nal clan report in a fair manner by asking everyone to vote in P2P ... only to have people rushing to the advices to put my own idea made my mind blew up in the very sens of it. If i was an impulsive person i would have cancelled my account ...i was so mad.. guess everything this week just made my mind partly weak.. i'm better then that -_- but some of you guys should really consider things before running to advices. at least talk about it with me if needed.. if that's face time you want i can try to get this on for you ¬_¬ so, merci to my dear family (kir'ima and Ka'taliyn) i was able to calm down and think clearly again.

No more advices ¬_¬* you got it. I will put my action based on what i heard from most of you and will overstep the advices system.. wich is Ranked action. Only things that can change this would be to veto this action. So unless you ask your ranked boss to do it. There's no turning back...and all those advices will splash like water on the ground. You didn't give me much choice :/ maybe this will make you think twice next time.

^_^ now with this out of my mind i feel better
Sorry for those who don't play P2P maybe that didn't make much sens XD